Things Can Change-Chapter 1 of a harry potter fan fic

Harry,
I know I haven't seen you in years... and this letter to you is extremely random...
but I have a few things to tell you. You know our date that we had... the only date
we had I should say. Well, It could've gone a lot better on my part. I pretended to
be more offended of what you said because I thought you and that Granger girl liked
each other. I now realize that I was wrong and that I made a terrible mistake...
I have A few confessions...
1. I am in love wth you
2. you're the only guy I have dreams about...with clothes off...
3. When I look at you, My stomach does backflips
4. I want you Harry James Potter

Love, Cho



Ok... I know what you're thinking... did i really send this letter to Harry Potter?
No. I have been writing letters like this in my journal for years. My confessions,
My feelings, My love for the man that I let get away because I'm a complete moron...
 I wouldn't send this letter to Harry Potter because Harry Potter is a happily
married man that I just happen to be in love with and fantasize about a lot.
Am I crazy? I don't think I am. I believe in true love...If only I had the guts to
tell Harry Potter that I truly believe that he is my true love. I don't know what
it is about him. I can not see myself with any other guy. Even when I was with Cedric
 I thought about him, and every guy after cedric I would look at Harry and wish I
 was with him.

Yeah Yeah... again, i know what you're thinking. Why didn't I just ask Harry Potter
out and try to make him belive that I love him as much as I say I do. Because I, Cho
Chang, Am scared of rejection and heartbreak from my true love.
Everyone thinks differently of me then I actually am. They think I'm the shy quiet
asian who just wants to be left alone.

Truth is: I want to have fun! Yeah, ok... I don't have much friends, and the ones I
do don't truly care about me and don't understand a think about my feelings for Harry.
So you know what I do? I simply just don't tell them. I keep my feelings bottled up
because If I don't they will just laugh at me, and they're the only friends that I
have ever had.... At least until the summer






Meanwhile while Cho was writing in her Journal, Harry was doing something...





Cho Chang,
Hi. It's been a while since I have spoke to you. I heard recently from your ex
girlfriend...which by the way I had no idea you were Bisexual... that you still like
me. Do you? I would really like to know. Me and Ginny are on a rough patch... I love her..
Just not as more than a friend anymore. We had a pregnancy scare, I'm so glad that she
wasn't pregnant. To be honest, I'm not ready to be a father with her, It would suck
to have to leave her with the baby. Anyways... I have a few confessions to make...
1. I'm in love with you...
Which I found out recently from being around you a lot more...
2. I wish our first date would've worked out...
I am so sorry for making you cry...
3. I have wanted to feel your lips on mine again for almost 4 years now...
4. I'm leaving Ginny tomorrow afternoon...
Why?
Because I love you. I want you...not her.


Love, Harry


I know what you're thinking. Did I really send that letter to Cho Chang? Yes. I have
recently came to the conclusion that I love her and I want to spend the rest of my life
with her. How did I come to this conclusion? I guess you'll have to find out...

Long Forgotten

I have long forgotten how it used to be
I used to be hurt by the things you said
I used to cry at the faintest thought of you
But I have long forgotten you 
You and you're black heart
I have found somebody new
the guy who was standing behind you
He was by your side and I didn't notice
He was merely just a friend
but now he could never be just a friend
He has taken that place in my heart
that you just so willingly threw away
He stitched my heart with his love
I will never forget how you made me feel
How I was hurt and I didn't matter
Oh guess what, I guess you wouldn't know
He told me
He told me what you did
You cheated on me while I was away...
It was only 2 weeks since I seen you
and you had to go and fuck someone else
Well you are Long forgotten
and i don't mind
Because my new guy
I will never forget
He makes me smile
He makes me laugh
And most important
I can trust Him
Unlke you..
If I ever trusted you...
You wouldn't be Long Forgotten

S.C.A.V.A Hollywood Undead (Best Song Ever)

(I do not own this song all credit goes to Hollywood Undead... If you do not know them look em up they are awesome....)

Chorus)

(Danny)

When the end is getting closer
And the earth has burned the sky
Now when repent cause' it's all over
Just let me die

(Verse 1)

(Johnny 3 Tears)

Here's the massacre
Mausoleum. Fit for me
lived a hundred years
a hundred years I didn't see

Gave all my hope away
is there any left for me?
bombs are splitting atoms
What can the future bring

We can fill a million choirs
and wait 'till children sing
we can walk a million miles
and end up in the sea

And our lungs just keep filling
and lying when we breath
The worlds filled with liars
Liars like me!

And i look at my child
its fine like this feeling
as blue like the sky
I see all of this meaning

I reach up to god and i ask if I'm dreaming
So sorry i don't have those things that you need
and darling a kiss
Kiss me im leaving...

(chorus)

(Danny)

When the end is getting closer
And the earth has burned the sky
Now when repent cause' it's all over
Just let me die

As my body lies here broken
And I'm carried to the light
Now my heart is finally open
just let me die!

(Verse 2)

(Johnny 3 Tears)

Everybody says, "Greetings and goodbyes"
Everybody pays, no one knows the price
We know the price of sin
The sin of sacrifice

I know I'll sin again
but who can save me twice?
how much can we ask?
You'll get the answer first

how much can we kneel with the air that chills the Earth?
The air keeps getting colder
My knees keep hitting dirt
the innocent can cry without the guilty getting hurt

You ask who you love, and you don't know, do you?
The spirit of god just passes right through you
you gave away heaven
Handed right to you

And I can see it all
tell me is it true.
Kiss me my darling
Darling I need you

where do we go?
We go oh, lord I don't know
Where do we go
We go nooo!

Where do we go!
We go oh!, lord I don't know
Where we go
We go nooo!

Lord i don't know!

(Chorus)

When the end is getting closer
And the earth has burned the sky
Now when repent cause' it's all over
Just let me die

As my body lies here broken
And I'm carried to the light
Now my heart is finally open
just let me die!

ME

Not as pretty as the other girls

Not as Smart as you may seem

Not as cool as you'd imagined

Not as fun as others say

Not as conceded as most

Not as great to be around

Almost as sane as one could be

Please Don't Judge I'm Just... Me

Goodbye Broken Memories

I remember...
That Day...
I looked into his eyes...
As he looked back into mine...
I remember...
That Day...
He shattered my heart...
And Broke it into millions of peices...
I remember...
Those Nights...
I stayed up for hours...
Just thinking of him...
I remember...
Those Lies...
That came from his lips...
But I forgot...
About how much I trully loved...
How much I trully Cared...
For That Guy...
That guy that shattered my heart...
That guy that broke it into millions of peices...
The guy that didn't even have enough courage...
To look me in the eyes...
And tell me the truth...
Tell me that hes a liar...
Tell me that he doesn't care...
Tell me that Love is not a word that he fully understands...
I waited for too long...
I'm tired of waiting...
If you come back I won't be here...
You made the mistake...
Not me...
GoodBye